Everyone has his own pursuit of greatness but merely few succeed. I was having pensive thoughts about pursuing a higher degree. I was tempted to enter the monotonous corporate world. Maybe punish myself a little for not being strong and trying to ‘fit in’ . . . or maybe I was just scared. Fulfilling these questions: Would it be possible for me to liberate myself from mundane realities without completely being alienated from everyone? Am I then deluding myself? Or questions like -Am I going to get killed out of indifference? I am faced with a whole new world of challenges and opportunities and now is my only time to have a deliberate change in my life. Never would I have the feeling of sinking back into ugliness, flavorless, colorless and commonness existence. We all have omnipotence for acquiring knowledge and there seem to be no end to my fascination that sociology brings to me. Sociology gave me a way of looking at human being that I never really considered before. The more I am drawn to sociology; the more it has becoming a passion to me. I now then situate myself within this environment my own view of the world and this sustains me in a great act of creativity. My insatiable appetite for learning almost exorcises the mischievous sprite with in me. I’m preparing my self to be armed with intellectual nosiness and investigative mental faculties. My college years gave me a taste of sociology, like a perfect drug that could sometimes drive me compellingly to have more and more.
Sociology aims for harmony, which of course comes from hard work. I expect to be drowned in theories that convey ideas rationally and aesthetically radical irrationalities. I expect to reconstruct our table of ideas.
UPDATE January 2008: This is a funny entry. I am not as arrogant and as idealist as I was before. I guess when you grow older reality hits you in the head so hard you lose all these.
